这是一座空城，没有人去，不是我喜欢的词，只是此时此刻的心情。
This is an empty city, no one to go, not my favorite word, justthe mood of the moment.
所以，你一直坚持的东西变成了一个东西，而错误和正确在我的脑海里被反复改变，最后改变了，甚至我原来的样子也变得模糊了，所以我很好奇我在坚持什么。
So, what youve been holding on to becomes one thing, and whatswrong and whats right are changed repeatedly in my mind, andeventually changed, and even my original self became blurred, so Iwas curious about what I was holding on to.
学会思考后，我觉得所有的问题都是问题。我所做的一切都是不确定的，30岁失业后，不知何去何从。
After learning to think, I feel that all problems are problems.Everything I did was uncertain. When I was 30 and out of work, Ididn know what to do.
你有多少次因为得不到而假装不想要？
How many times have you pretended you didn want somethingbecause you didn have it?
我总会暂时改变主意，那时候，我会低着头默默走开，在人群的嘲笑中默默流泪。
I always change my mind for a moment, and when I do, I walk awaywith my head down, weeping as the crowd jeers.
我听多了，想了想也是一头雾水。
Ive heard a lot, and I don know what to think.
人们声称最美好的岁月其实是最痛苦的，只有事后回忆起来才那么幸福。
People claim that the best years are actually the most painful,only to be happy afterwards.
我最近真的很无聊，我的生活迷茫而迷茫，我觉得自己在鬼混。
Ive been really bored lately, my life is so confused, I feel likeIm fooling around.
迷茫让我们的生活平淡无味如水，但却无处不在。久而久之，它渗透在潺潺的水流中，融入大海，只有我们自己才能摆渡到对岸。
Confusion makes our lives as insipid as water, but itseverywhere. Over time, it seeps into the rippling current and meltsinto the sea, and only we can ferry it to the other side.
睁大你的眼睛，不要让困惑迷惑你，心中有岸，才会有渡口，才会有船，才会有明天。
Open your eyes, don let the confusion confused you, the heart ofthe shore, there will be a ferry, there will be a ship, there will betomorrow.
我突然觉得我失去了方向感，感觉在船上晕船呕吐，但还是找不到岸。
I suddenly felt disoriented, feeling seasick and vomiting on theboat, but still couldn find the shore.
既然要享受生活的甜蜜，就要有勇气和能力去承受它自己的无奈，但不被情绪牵着走，才是一个成年人应该有的勇气。
Since to enjoy the sweetness of life, it is necessary to have thecourage and ability to bear its own helplessness, but not to be ledby emotions, is the courage that an adult should have.
