放不下的时候，多想想对方是怎么放下你的。
When you can put it down, think about how the other party put you down.
觉得自己好差劲，隔三差五心态崩一下，擦完眼泪之后又很怂地把日子拼起来过，破罐子破摔的事情想都不敢想。
I felt that I was so bad that I fell into a state of mind from time to time. After wiping my tears, I tried to put the days together again. I didn dare to think about the broken pot.
心疼我的过去，厌倦我的现在，担心我的未来，有那么一瞬间，我什么都不想要了，包括我的命。
Distressed my past, tired of my present and worried about my future. For a moment, I wanted nothing, including my life.
后来我才明白，很多事情说得再多都没有用，就像你拿着一杯热水，虽然很渴，但觉得烫手还是会放下。
Later, I realized that its useless to talk too much about many things, just like holding a cup of hot water, although you are thirsty, you will still let it go when you feel hot.
我的确接受不了一开始好到不行，然后越来越不耐烦的落差，我会歇斯底里地表达我的难过，成为她口中的无理取闹和脾气差。
I really can accept the gap that is too good to be good at first, and then more and more impatient. I will hysterically express my sadness and become her unreasonable and bad tempered.
你总觉得我在莫名其妙地发脾气，却不曾想过你每次的忽略和不在乎，你用行动告诉我，我不能依赖你，我要一个人面对。
You always think Im losing my temper inexplicably, but you never think about your neglect and indifference every time. You tell me with your actions that I can rely on you, and I want to face it alone.
最近我发现，我已不记得你的样子，不记得你微笑的样子，我很开心，时间终是救了我。
Recently, I found that I can remember your appearance, I can remember your smile. Im very happy. Time has finally saved me.
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