我也很讨厌现在的自己，这样的我好累，害怕你离开，害怕你不爱我，但你连这一点安全感都给不了我，如果不是因为爱你，谁会愿意这样。
I also hate myself very much. Im so tired that Im afraid youll leave and you don love me. But you can even give me this sense of security. If it wasn for loving you, who would be willing to be like this.
现在的状态就是：想找你又不想找你，找了也没什么意思，不找心里又惦记。
The current state is: I want to find you but I don want to find you. Its meaningless to find you, and Im worried if I don find you.
我会在凌晨的时候，查阅你所有的社交资料，却不跟你说一句话，这就是我自以为是的尊严。
I will look up all your social information in the early hours of the morning without saying a word to you. This is my self righteous dignity.
没什么好遗憾的，本就是你情我愿，聚散离合都在情理之中。
There is nothing to regret, this is your love and I wish, gathering and parting are in reason.
有时你不得不放弃一些人，不是你不在乎，而是他们不在乎，很遗憾没能成为你的例外，也很遗憾没能独享你的偏爱。
Sometimes you have to give up some people. Its not that you don care, but they don care. Its a pity that they didn make an exception to you, and its a pity that they didn enjoy your preference.
“所以你是看到了我的信息也没回？”
“嗯。”
"So you saw my message and didn return it?"
"Well."
只要你对我有一点点好，我都可以把以前的不愉快忘掉，然后继续喜欢你，我就这么点出息。
As long as you are a little bit good to me, I can forget the previous unhappiness, and then continue to like you, I am so promising.
你的冷淡和敷衍，让我学会了少说话和不打扰。
Your indifference and perfunctory, let me learn to speak less and do not disturb.
哭，是解决不了问题的，可是，就是解决不了才哭啊。
Crying can solve the problem，But, just can solve just cry.
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